wilting-fairy:

Trigger warning ❗️

⚠️Read at your own risk bc this is disgusting.⚠️

I just binged and ate a bag of hot Cheetos after fasting for 2 days. Hot Cheetos are my weakness and the only food I crave. I felt so disgusting so I went to the bathroom to purge. But…there was a spider. And I’m not about that life. But also I needed to purge. So, I grabbed a plastic bag from the kitchen, went to my room, and threw up on the floor into this plastic bag that says “have a beautiful day”.

If you don’t have bulimia or an ed it’s hard to understand the need to purge. I feel like this gross disgusting monster…..and for some reason this helps. It’s hard to explain the feeling after a purge.

I’m sorry I just needed to talk abt this

wilting-fairy:

Does anybody else feel “clean” when they don’t eat? Does that even make sense?

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stockholmphilia:

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dreamsdainty:

Morning light

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feelin a binge coming on lolol

mentalchillness:

the worst part of depression is this complete lack of passion and motivation for anything. how am i supposed to get myself out of this hell hole if i don’t care about anything!!!!!!! not even myself

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